Well, I am back in the saddle again! It took a while to get past my last match and how that didn't work out after time, energy, feelings and money had been invested! I have been working on loosing weight... Its not easy... its actually a tough journey. I don't have much free time and the time I do have I don't always want to spend working out. But I have been eating better, and with my promotion at work, I am no longer sitting on my butt all day, but standing which is a good thing. Standing and walking for pretty much eight hours a day is a blessing for me. I hated sitting day in and day out... I have been matched again. This time with a couple, the IM can not carry past 25 weeks due to a tilted uterus. They are sweet people. She has a son who was born at 28 weeks and he seems like a sweet boy. They both work in the medical feild and seem like very nice people who just want to have a baby. I am excited to get to know them better and the hope of bring a sweet baby into their lives brings me some joy. I know I am excited for this process to being and hopefully this time we have no glitches! I am continuing to try and loose the weight and more... that way I can be sure thats not an issue this time when I go to NY. I am not going to get as involved or as excited this time, until I have that signed contract in my little hands, but in the mean time this is great thing! I am looking forward to creating the journey and moving forward!